I had planned to get something done at the VA today, but it was a Federal holiday. Then I was planning to go to State Unemployment office. But it is Federal holiday. Gosh, I don’t even know whether or not to put federal in capitals or not… So, here I am washing my laundry, getting ready to do go through my mail again and hopefully clean my room some more. Maybe take another nap before I go to work at 5 tonight. I really do not get anything when I go to work at 5 to 9. But, I just go in and try to see if there is anything I can do to make the place look better or put an order away, take care of a customer or two. I need to take care of getting a real job. It is time to make a list of what I need to do and then number it.
I cannot decide what to do with my life any more. I see the world getting more and more messed up. I want to make a difference, but I am overweight, have a back that hurts, hip that hurts and at least now I can see. Maybe if I went to the doctor for my feet. O Lord, give me wisdom and guidance of what direction to go in. Show me what to do with all areas of my life now.