I start playing video games and then I stay up all night playing them. I get bored, then I am collecting soft pornography and I am getting bored. I really do not want to drink again. Watching my roommate and his friend drink beer is boring. I am not sure what I want to do with my life at 62. I am not sure what I want to do. I have shaved off my beard because someone called me that grumpy old man.