Obsessing on my life

When I did my Fourth and Fifth Step of AA, I stopped obsessing on my life.  Up until that point,  I had spent the time obsessing on my life and walking backwards in life.

Now, I am able to life one day at a time in the present.  Once in a while I get upset about certain things.  Like tonight there was a show on NCIS about a Marine being drugged with steroids.  I was upset, because I remember it was not until I stopped drinking that I started having memories of combat that are not on my records.  It is that part of my life that I can get really upset if I spent any time on it.

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